What A Week

I can safely say this week has been 'WACKY!'


It's hands down the best half term i've ever had, not because I got all my work done PAH! It's because i spent most of my time with my lovely friends Emma and Andy. With on the occasion some others!


Monday was a boring day in which i should have done the majority of my CW, BUT because i work weekends it became my relax day. Major error.


Tuesday i spent with Emma, Andy and a not on top form Hannah because the almighty lord had struck her dowwn witha verrryy mysterious stomach bug (beware satan) which meant she were not able to play Dance Central. Very upsetting. BUT Andy had a gay ol'time on it! I must say, people look incredibly hilarious when they dance to certain songs like Pon De Replay or Poison ;]


Wednesday I did some filming for comms in which i am VERY behind on, not good, not good at all. Did housework too, i wasn't too dismayed, as i don't do as much as i used to.. This day should also have been a day to get a lot of work done. PAH!


Thursday was Brighton-with-Emma-and-Andy-day! Yay! I've been horrifically broke this month, EMA kept me afloat for this week, although i spent £9 on the following.. £3.50 for the train! (I hate costly PT) £2.30 on McDs and £1.50 on a Krispy Kreme doughnut. Money doesn't go far these days... =[ I was too excited about going to Krispy Kreme because it's the best retailer for doughnuts IN ALL ZE WORLD! It's American, but there are plenty of KK outlets in the UK (LDN VIC St.) I said i was going to put my dick in the doughnut i was that excited.. infront of some 13 y/o boys.. thankfully for KK, Emma, Andy, my penis and the boys that i wasn't being literal. It was painful watching them two buy clothes, i found the most sexy pair of overpriced jeans in Topman, i even went through the pain of trying them on (i knew they'd fit me) just to see what they were like. I of course did the right thing and took a picture of me in them, so i didn't have to say goodbye to them. The day ended wondering to the pier with Andy giving in to the devil and breaking a tenner to play arcade games, in which he paid for me :'] (it was that bad)


Friday was Lia's shinding and it was the first time i had a drink since.. well.. ya know.. I had a WHALE of a time and played the most hilarious game of 'what the fuck' which caused terri to bum out early! I was so ready for bed by 12, but no Emmas mission was to keep me awake.. we squabbled. She slapped my bum, i pushed her over, she got moody, we made up, shared the same sofa with Burns, then came the creation of BLEGS, BLOOBS & BACON (what a great name for something..) It'sa long story..

OHH HAAAAAIII

Sat & Sun was work, Saturday i was at B/H Costa which i don't like. In a nutshell, i just don't like being there. *Censored words would be here* I could go on, but i must be careful with what i say, they could through panini's at moi or turn me to stone with their looks. Today however, I was at my lovely Haywards Heath store in which colleagues are nice to me and everything is in a logical place. I finished an hour late (i'd like another £4.90 for that please) and here we are now.  

The Shape Of Things To Come

Either you live under a rock or your oblivious to world affairs, but we all know that currently, the arab world is undergoing a radical change in terms of how the people want their country to be run.


What do i think about this? Well, if people want to break the tradition of oppression then yeah, i totally agree, i'll even hand them a molotov or 2.. Tunisia and Egypt have successfully won their battle against their, lets face it, SHIT leaders and are hopefully on their way to becoming a democracy. 


At the risk of boring you so you want to scratch your eyes out to prevent you reading more... wait just a minute now! 


Car owners, I'm one, never was till i passed (obvs) and i used to think that oil prices should rise so we become less dependant on oil. Now, in a way i still think the same, but when you actually have a petrol drinking machine you do tend to think differently. Because of arab unrest, oil prices are really starting to increase which like it or not is a bad thing, and if these uprisings spread to places Saudi Arabia and the United Arab Emirates then pump prices are very likely to hit £1.50 and higher.


Now, imma try and make this a little more light and break it down...


1. Unless we end our filthy whore ridden marriage with oil in the next 5 years and REALLY start putting money towards our dreamy wedding to the clean, pure and trouble free renewable fuels, we're in for some serious arguments with the bitch. 


2. Because of the Arab unrest, rich Western countries like the US and the UK are thinking "these oil rich bitches could stop selling us oil. Which would suck as we need it like a crackhead needs... crack" So to cover themselves they push up prices to make up for potential lost money incase, for example the UK can't buy oil. Bummer.

3. Oil oozing countries like Saudi Arabia know that rich Western countries will always buy oil. Always. Unless it gets to over £2-3 at the pump, in that case, ditch the car and ride a bike. Or one helluva divorce.


4. You may be dead confused as to what the 'barrel of crude oil' is. That's ok! It's just the measurement of how oil is bought and sold and is the same as 3.7 litres =]


Basically.. Oil is the liquid of the devil!

Giant Food

We all know that regular sized food is for regular people.
SO therefore giant food is for the best of the best.
Enjoy this eye food, I know I did.

Which one is the Ginger Bread Man?

you could kill someone with this

Got Milk!?

Cremey and dreamy

That is all.

Look Ahead

Inspired by northern gypsy's  latest post, i've for no reason decided to write what I want my immediate future to be like, along with how it could go wrong.. just so ya'll downers don't think im being 'unrealistic.'


I wan't you to listen to a song that reminds you of the best summer you've had or a song that reminds you of summer.. 

• I want to play rounders with my friends in the park in the summer, chat on the grass and listen to music <3
• Make the most of my current adorable friends while i still have them, before uni, work and life take them away for a while <3
• South Africa for a month please with Sophie Lowe <3
• Turn 18 and celebrate it with the people that matter most to me <3
• Train myself further, especially my voice <3
• Be in shows and keep involved in the arts <3
• Not have work over through and get in the way of life <3  

That's my ideal immediate future. We have to grow up so fast these days, it's awful when you get to 17 and realise that childhood is nearly over, i know when i turn 18, it'll feel like the end of the carefree world where biggest worries where what color to use next and what you'll teacher do because you didn't do your homework. It's scary, but exciting because a whole new chapter in the book of Liam will begin in just under 6 months time..


Now I could end up working and not living, letting distance get in between friendships, have the worst summer, not go to the other side of the world and not live but i can't let that happen, even now it's 'you need to work more' and  'you'll probably never see me again when we leave.'


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You may even be going to uni this September / October which is just 7 / 8 months away. You've only gotta look at where we're at in February now and realise that the time will fly away. Good luck to you uni folk, you're excited, scared, brave and cool people for being able to uproot yourself and move to a different place at 18, i couldn't do it just yet. We may be out on friday nights getting crunked, or staying up late with friends on the beach, but you'll have cheap SUs and uni life to experience (good or bad thing is up to you!)

It's YOUR life, YOU make the choices. 

In General

Saw A Level drama performances tonight. WFT on one hand and well done on the other. That is all.


Possibility of me spending one whole month in South Africa is just.... OISDHFASDJF!!! If this happens, i will literally be happier than a fatty with cake. A chocolate cake that is. It would be incredible! Not only will i have been to the Southern Hemisphere for the very first time, I'd have one hell of an adventure, just imagine it.. gorgeously hot weather, pools and BBQs all while staying with friends that live out there. CAN'T forget to mention the other possibility of Sophie joining me. That. Would. Be. To Cool.


I have very much enjoyed the last week or two with meeting up with friends from college <3 We're seeing each other outside of college more than ever which i love.  Our time to leave is around 3-4 months away, SORRY to put it like that =[ it sucks, some are more upset than others, im ok at the minute, god knows how i'll feel when DDay finally comes.. This fact was highlighted to me earlier when I saw the first years in their hoodies! Just like us, they all wore them as soon as they got them! This really made me realise that we haven't much time left, and it sucks more than a baby sucks on a bottle.


YES HALF TERM!


I don't really publicly display my personal personal life, but we all pretty much know what happened last weekend, and lets just say.. im off the booze for a while. As serious as... an owl.. they're pretty serious looking.


Just discovered that Angry Birds isn't the top paid app anymore.. the HORRAOR!


Im currently experiencing what it's like to be a lighter shade of poor. A party shenanigan has left me with no pennis, pennies even.. to live off of. It really sucks, i haven't been like this in months and i pretty much hate it. I hate having to borrow money from The Royal Bank of Mummy Maddin although she doesn't charge interest.. so she's my number one choice! =]


INSET (what does that even stand for? Please comment with hilarious guesses or the actual answer. ta) day tomorrow, know idea what to do, will probs give my body a rest from antics and just take it easy, which sounds realllllly nice.


I walked 3 miles today! Yes you read correctly. 3 miles, although it didn't feel that long, and it was good to have a nice walk, considering the avg. person in this country walks around 0.3 miles a day. I VERY MUCH exceeded that, and don't ask me where i got that figure from. Just don't.


When is Desperate Housewives back on?! I hate long mid-season breaks just as much as i  hate marmite or the word va**na.


Im writing this sentence so this entry doesn't end on the asterisks word above. Happy Chicken! 


P.S..... Can i just say the gaps inbetween the paragraphs aren't meant to be that big. Blogger has issues.

Shall We Devise?

MUST tell you how all of our pieces went, storytelling and Macbeth. 

Storytelling was just amazing to watch, 4 in total and being able to watch 3 was lovely!

Bear Hunt was a nice starting point, loved the use of repetition!

Fluffy Duckling was.. an interesting take on the story, nicely modernised!

Gruffalo was pretty funny, just a wee bit too much swearing, loved it!

Ugly Duckling, I just gotta say that I AM stealing this one day! The way we played it was without a doubt the most interesting structure i'd used. I shan't go into detail, don't wont to bore you!

Yes, loved the finished product, can't wait to get started on Measure for Measure, may even play it the same way or another creative way.

Performed our Macbeth pieces today, went well, could have gone better, but i think what we came up with in 4 weeks was pretty fab if i do say so myself! Focusing on the Lady Macbeth's, making it female heavy and focused was challenging but fun! The other groups was brilliant, loved the dark, being the cauldron and the lighting!

This is not a very interesting post, even im reading this thinking..

'Wow, this is informative."

I just want to get stuck in with M4M, I want to make this the best we can. We've played and discovered what does and doesn't work etc etc but now lets come armed up to our tits with ideas and research!

Now to start another blog that doesn't talk about this, but more general and exciting things!

   

Never Been Kissed

Ok, so i borrowed the title from yesterdays Gleepisode. What of it?


I caught up with it today, and narratively it's by far the best in the Season, maybe even in the whole of the show.. Song wise, didn't tickle my fancy, or my anything which is a shame otherwise it would have been one of the best episodes. The narrative was pretty fabby, it's good to see more storylines from Kurt and Bieste, really loved it basically! 


Well, after dropping 3. 3 pounds last week, im determined to put them back on, so in the morning i'll weigh myself to see how well im doing. They say for the lowest healthiest weight is 8st, even I think that's pushing it a wee bit, so much so that if you pushed me at that weight, i would, quite literally float away. Like a balloon or other weightless object.


About to watch an hours worth of unwatched Eastenders, just to plummet my weak mood what with all the fighting and negative things and such. Remember children, go to Walford for sadly never after!


BUT I too must talk about positive percy things! Like seeing two wonderful story's today in PA by the 'Y' side of the class. They retold Bear Hunt and a story about an ickle duck which i can't remember the name of but it wasn't Ugly Duckling because that's what our group is doing!


The 'X' side, (why they don't use A and B I don't know.. maybe it's because people felt sorrow for said letters and no one really gets to the end of the alphabet and thinks of a good word beginning with 'x' or 'y') are re-enacting The Gruffalo and Ugly Duckling. Very much looking forward to the showing and viewing!


Last night, I was round the beautiful Emma's house, and the highlight was most certainly engaging in a cookie/chopstick fight with Andy, next thing i knew, there was a shot out, bodies everywhere, and crumbs all over the floor. 

Born This Way

As you may have guessed, i'll be talking about Lady Gaga's new song (which became #1 today);

'Born This Way'

This is one amazing song, not just because it's sung by the greatest singer, performer and person ever, it's because this song really addresses that we need to love ourselves more. I Love myself, yes mam i do! Why? Well if there's no love then what is there? How can you love others if you can't love yourself? YOU CAN'T!

We as human beings, are very harsh on ourselves. We forget that we are, after all human. Some people freak out at the thought of doing something wrong, making a mistake, not being perfect or the 'ideal,' being different and whatnot. Mistakes are what created Sellotape and sticky notes, how handy are they?!

Being different is also another amazing but strangled thing. I like to think of myself as one of the most accepting people on this planet, now of course i have my dislikes but i would never beat someone else up just because they like to have a relationship with the same sex, or because they have a disability or because they're asian or whatever. How boring would the world be if we were ALL THE SAME?!

"Im wearing a blue top today''

'So am i'

'Same here'

'As am i'

'Me two'

'And me'

'Me three'

'Im also wearing a blue top'

'Mine happens to be the same hue'

You'd think that in this day and age, things like sexism, homophobia, racism,  etc would be in the past along with slavery and jail for stealing a loaf of bread, but no some people (some generations) still have a negative way towards certain people.

Bottom line is people need to love themselves more. This is in no way connected to v-tines day. Go ahead to the mirror and look at yourself, is there something really wrong with you? Really? I wan't you to tell yourself that you love yourself, not like, not that you're fond of yourself that you LOVE yourself. You're beautiful, why aren't you? Who are others to judge what's beautiful? Yes, loving yourself is hard, but it beats co-dependency. Once you get there, it's a lot easier to live without needing someone to give you the type of love that you need.

"Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied, or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'cause baby you were born this way

No matter gay, straight, or bi,
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track baby
I was born to be brave ''

On The Go

I believe I have mobile blogged before and it worked, so hopefully nothings changed!

My elbow no longer hurts as much today, which is a lovely and positive, on the other hand I had fish sticks for dinner yesterday which was very uninteresting. I was considering a pizza, but cba to ring up and spend a tenner!

I'm rather upset that I've yet to hear Lady Gaga's new song! Its been on the radio, and I hear from some sources that it'll be released in a couple of hours, which is orgasmic. End of.

Currently listening to scarlet singing Beyonce, which is beautiful ;)

Having not eaten so far today, feeling a wee shakey and sugar levels will go down soon. Unfortunately this is becoming more common which is upsetting because food and I go way back, back in '02 food and I were at our peak, we'd go out, lunch, then have a gorgeous romantic dinner with just the two of us. Sighhhhh.


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Lets Reflect

Yes. Last night  was eventful. I once again got slightly drunk and had a good time!


I horrifically hurt my elbow! =[ I banged it on the kitchen counter, with quite a bit of force and at the time i went into the utility, jumped up and down and said "FUCK ME THAT FUCKING HURT!!!" Then carried on as normal. Not letting it ruin the party mood of course! :D


I, once again ended up kissing another girl. You know when your love life is pretty dead when you kiss members of the sex which you aren't attracted to more than the one that you are. It's very distressing. It's never bothered me, people don't accuse me of being gay to get closer to girls and, if they do then they clearly don't know me at all. Gay as a fruit basket me.


Anyway.. yes last night! Well, basically all well and good, I started feeling the vodkalemonade rather quickly and basically... everyone was pretty wankered by around... half 8 -9pm. 8:30 - 9pm! I kid you not dear people, which meant people were going to bed at 12. Sounds like it was our first party! haha, and we said;

"We'll crawl in at around half 6!"

Not the case at all.

Didn't get to sleep at 12 though... of course not! why go to sleep when you can stay up for another 2 hours while Slapgate unravels it's ugly shouting, crying, confessing, bitching, joking and other verbs!?!??!!?!? God forbid that people want or even need sleep! HA!

It all stems from someone trying to get a spot on the mattress which i and another guy were on. That's it.

Next thing i knew, words of abuse were hurled, the sound of an almighty slap echoed in my ears and the chance of sleep was scuppered. That was my first disappointment. The second being my drink had disappeared, I couldn't continue getting crunked.. that's when the party ended for me.

Apart from that I had a nice time.

Don't Turn Off The Lights

Thinking about my free year over the past couple of days, I have been wobbling emotionally about how i feel about it, and i think i've reached a final conclusion.

The thing that worried me the most was not having the safety net of education, but now im starting to think how fun it could be! I mean, a free year which means i'll have more TIME to do whatever I want to do! I'll turn 18 this August which for me is pivotal. I can finally go out drinking, go pubbing, clubbing and such will be fab, I won't even bother before then because i can't find a fake ID and even if i did i can guarantee that it wont even work because i just look so young which one day WILL be on my side! When you all look 70, i'll around.. 50 ;)

That aside, i'm currently listening to Enrique.. before he turned into a SEX OBSESSED SINGER WHO ONLY SINGS ABOUT GETTING LAID. His best albums are deffo 7 and Escape or pretty much any album before he became consumed by commercialism. It's very sad because he's A LOT better than singing about affairs or who he's fucking tonight.

Ergh, and the new way to view photos on Facebook is very irritating. I have one thing to say to them:

"Don't fix something that's not broken"

Oh hot damn isn't Sam from Glee hot as?! LOOK at him! The gold really, really works. ;] Some don't see it, but i most certainly do!

Glee last night was good to watch. By good i mean average. I say that because I haven't seen The Rocky Horror Show and please don't shoot me. Still finding this season not as good as the first.. It needs to pick up!

Of course i'll keep watching, why wouldn't i? I mean, you've only got to look to the left for one reason why i watch it! I'd be very surprised if people didn't go straight to the picture...

I don't CARE if his mouth is weird and big. If anything it's a good thing, if you.. er.. catch my drift..

Also, I am concerned about some of my friends, i don't know what it is but some to them are starting to let their 'secrets' or hidden self become more public. They may no longer who knows, but even so unless you're going to right what these wrongs are you should keep to yourself. Why subject others to your problems or negativity if you're just parading it about or not wanting to come clean and confront?

I care about these people, to some it may not appear but i really do. I don't wanna see a person who has a great gift become who they want to be, but jeopardise it for the sake of 'relief.' Don't turn the light at the end of a troubled road off, otherwise you'll be driving in the dark for the rest of your life.

Barriers Are Coming Down

As it's been nearly a month (how shameful) I shall update you.

Im not going to drama school or uni this year. I only applied to Chichester uni, which in all fairness is not a good uni for me so it's probably the wrong one to compare a drama school to, but i said that im not going to Chichester for the sake of going there if i don't get a place in drama school this year. Drama school is where I wan't to go and i don't care how long it'll take me to get in, i will go.

So this means i'll be out of the stable barrier from the real world that is education. This may not sound scary, but when you think that as you've been in education and have had somewhere to go for basically your whole life, then in a couple of months it'll all be loosey-goosey; free to do whatever; and this is what slightly frightens me.

Now, im setting in motion some plans for me to keep the ball rolling come the end of college and hopefully these will lead to new things and they'll keep me actively involved in the arts!