2010 Is Over, If You Want It.

It really annoys me that every time I start to write one of these that i have to change the font, as i don't like the default. I much prefer this one =]


Anyway I very much digress. Here we are ladies and gentlemen, 2010 is days away from ending, this year will never happen again as it passes into the ever growing pages of history. What has this year done to/for you?


2010 has been a strange year for me. A kind of 'nothing special, but it's all the little things' kind of year. When i look back, i've done some amazing things. I've performed in Billy Elliot both in Brighton and the Victoria Palace - London! Which was like a dream come true, as I want to be a performer, i never thought I would be able to say;

"I performed on a West End stage at the age of 16"

I mean you get children who do it everyday, but thats only because they have pushy parents, but for me it was truly magical.

Also, performing in other college shows, but noticeably a show which battled the elements and took on what ever could be thrown at it. It's A Wonderful Life.

9 original performances cancelled, a lead who couldn't perform at the last minute, trouble recasting and a performer who left college on opening night. 

Yes, it was worse than it looks but we performed 4 times and had a ball. I loved being in the show and performing with my friends, it's such a shame that we were cut short, we didn't deserve it one little bit but alas fate chose our path for whatever reason.

To finish, Im actually fairly nervous about what 2011 will bring me. I leave college, a place that has changed evolved me into a stronger performer, a better person and someone who knows that they can have what they want. You just have to believe you can do it. I start drama school auditions as well as trying out for one uni, which in its self opens a whole new chapter in my life and can change it forever. Next year can can go either way for me, I sense that there will be no in between feeling like this year, I'll either love the year or it will be a complete train wreck. 2010 Is Over, If You Want It.

Merry Christmas!

Well it's the big day!


Christmas is practically here :D I am very very excited to go over to my sisters house and spend Christmas with her family!


My niece is more excited than I am, which i didnt think was possible.. but she is! I can't wait to see her face when she opens my present! It's a Disney music box and it plays Beauty and the Beast music :'] its lovely.


I have an amazing feeling that this Christmas will be best :D 


Well, i must go get ready for one magical night!

One Day, A Letter Came..

It's Christmas Eve-Eve, and I have most definitely been saying hello to a few early presents!


The post is one of those things where it can make you feel so many different emotions. You really really want it to come because it has a parcel coming for you!! You didn't even notice it came today. It brought you the best news! It brought you the worst news. It hasn't been all day. It came more than once!


Post and the receiving/ sending of, is remarkable.


Today, I received a letter from Rose Bruford inviting me to an audition! Exciting indeed, it's my third audition offer after CSSD and Chi. I got to it straight away, sent off all forms and chucks away!


My pink license arrived today =] It marks that you can actually drive by yourself! It's incredible, after you've been driving since you've past which can be a couple of weeks and then to get your full license through really makes the whole thing real, and most importantly, that you've earnt it.


     

Rekindle

It's almost Christmas, it's gone midnight, im tired so lets keep this short.

I think Im about to rekindle my liking to blogger. I haven't been to kind towards it over the last couple of months or so, and this is sad.

This is what you might call a 'blog trailer' or some shite like that, because this isn't really interesting, but ones after this shall hopefully be =]

Merry Christmas!

My it's been a while..

It certainly has. Do forgive me, I've been rather busy what with work, It's A Wonderful Life, learning to drive and college.

It may not sound like a lot. But it is otherwise I wouldn't have said it, but there you go.

Im listening to classical music. WHY?! I hear you cry in you mind, well if you ask me which im pretty sure you are :) it's very creative and it sets idea in terms of dance and drama in motion.

Blue Danube Waltz - Strauss. A very famous piece of music used in films is whats on, and its amazing.

Call me an upper class snog. Snob even, but you have to listen to it with an open mind, and because my career requires so much open mindedness i've learnt to love it.

Proof is in the pudding, the warm chocolaty with vanilla ice cream pudding. I dare you to choreograph a piece of dance to modern music, it's tricky. however if you have some good dance knowledge, I can guarantee you its easier to create a routine with classical music.

WHY?!? I hear you cry again! Because there's so much more depth than a Cheryl Cole song.

BUT THATS JUST ME. Caps.

Wow, that was a very spontaneous rant..

A bomb?

Well, apparently there is a 'bomb' in Sainsburys Haywards Heath.

Clearly, Sainsburys is a cover for an anti terrorist organisation who's false persona has been discovered by a middle eastern extreme group. Gold stars for you.

I mean, really? Did the 'bomber' have their map upside down or something?

"Ve must stike ze store called 'Sainsbury' in Hayvards Heath. Because ze town name has 'var' in it!"

This has obviously inconvenienced the orange shoppers and has prevented them from buying £2 jeans and Churgers (thats chicken burgers to you). They must be shaking there fists in anger about the Nectar points they've lost.

Of course, im coming from the 'not knowing if its true or not' angle. It may well be true. If thats the case, shit there's a bomb in my local supermarket.

But not shit, because im not there, im at home in quite Bolnore where not even the possible destruction of a supermarket can dampen spirits. We have a Somerfield/ Co-Op here, so we;ll survive.

Now, Tesco must be jumping up and down with the occasional spin by the very thought of this. People now have to trundle to Tesco Burgess Hill where they can pick up blue stripe crap.

I of course will mention it when i next go in, as the 12,298th person.

A Little Catch Up =]

My my it has been a while hasn't it? Things have been on my mind.

College work, beths birthday present, life after college, friends, trying to find somewhere to camp, and so on and so on. So many things.

I have sorted out the camping issue now =] but its just this darn college work!

Not much of an update this will be.. its late and my creativity dips at around 8...

Lost With No Direction

Ok, so let me tell you what's been going round and round and round and round on my head lately.

It's so unclear that I cant even listen to music while typing this or list what's going on, in a list.

Basically, with people getting their results and stuff, and how hard people are having to fight to get in to a uni or wherever, im thinking

" is higher education something i really wanna consider? "

I'm talking about rising tuition fee's and shrinking uni course places people! The fight is only going to get tougher as the years go by, so even taking a gap year in 2011 will be a mistake, as i'll return to EVEN HARDER fighting. Not sure i wanna do that.

Now since the release of results i've been thinking is all the possible debt gained from uni worth it? I've heard so many sides from it.

" Yes you should still fight for a place, as someone with a degree is more likely to earn more money "

" Students should maybe consider if they actually need to go somewhere to study. The Open University offers great courses and you end up with the same qualification but without the debt "

Ergh.

... I was typing something, but then was going to delete it. My browser the closed. I thought i lost this whole post. I panicked for a sec. Then remembered that it's autosaved. Phew.

So yeah, after a sleepless night i still don't know what to do.

I have even thought of creating my own theatre company specialising in Improvisation and Physical Theatre. Which i'd love to do.

So yeah, crazy me, no direction for the future atm and yeah...

Apologies mon ami

I am so very sorry for missing a post yesterday! When i discovered i had, at first it was aroused, then i was furious..

Moving on, someone i know, in the year above me has just moved to España!

I was like, 'waoh!' I don't know how long she has moved out there for, could be for a year of for ever! I don't think i could leave the UK that soon after college, maybe she didnt have a choice? I remember thinking ages ago that I really wanted to move to America or somewhere that had MUCH better weather. Yes I know hurricanes and all, but they're exciting.

I don't know if i still hold the same view, i would LOVE to at least have gap year/month(s) in either America or Australia, just seeing somewhere new and different would be amazing before you set up shop in the UK or where ever.

I don't even know what I wanna do after college, let alone if i wanna move to another country!

I started to learn the Single Ladies dance yesterday :D

And by learn i mean write down half the moves and do the other half another time..

Now, what to eat.......

Todays Day

Would you believe it, I nearly went a whole day without going on this thing!

Part of me was too bored to even open my laptop, and the other was too busy. How that works? Random isnt it..

So all my friends got their results today i think, and from what i can gather, it was pretty successful all round =] Well done you! :D I on the other hand didnt need to go in, as i didnt take an exam subject. In a strange way i felt a bit left out, I didn't need to go in (as far as im aware) but I could have for the sake of it.

But i didn't!

Another good days driving today too :D drove to Burgess, stalled in the McD drive thru... ¬¬ but it was quite funny, as mum will agree ;)

Happy Wednesday!

Whats Happy about it? I'll tell you whats happy about it!!

Meet Priscilla everyone!

Car insurance is sorted! So i can finally be learning by the book.

Also, I have just chowed down on a cooked breaky, it went down very well indeed (Y)

GleeFm - I can't get enough of this brilliant innovation! 24/7 Glee music, what more could you want? 80 songs just on repeat in random order with, wait for it.. quotes from the season! With wise words from Rachel, Sue, Britney and more.

On the job front, i do plan to get one within a month, if not before.. we'll see where my skills lead me ;)

Anyways, enjoy Wednesday, even though its halfway through the week..

Well, well, well...

I have JUST been out in my car for the first time, and let me tell you it went a LOT better than i thought it would! Seriously, after stalling about 7 times at the beginning or so, it was plain-ish sailing after that :D

Like any person, gears are what we hate at first. They're a bitch aren't they? 'ease off, ease on, like this, then come down 2nd' man it was tricky at first, but you do get more used to it after a while =]

I was dealt with a dilemma of course, to keep up the fact my life is interesting I went past where they're building Bolnore Primary.

Now, bearing in mind they havent been there for a while, and the bus was following me, so i went the way the bus cant go. Mum shits herself as i have a tight space to squeeze through. It was quite amusing as she was holding on very tightly to the sides but i came out of it amazingly well! :D Yay Me!

So yeah, pretty darn good me thinks =]

In other news! www.gleefm.co.uk is the place to go to listen to NON STOP GLEE MUSIC!

No, its not your hearing its true! have a listen! Also, they play quotes from the 1st season which is funny =]

Not long now!

Good morning UK! What's good about it? Me getting my car at last! Yes in a couple of hours I will be on the roads ;)

Also, I'm typing this on my phone to see if it works mobile.. Only one way to find out!

The whole day will literally spent with mum supervising my amazing driving skills.. :)

After that I should be seeing Nicole today :) hooray!

Sent from my iPhone

Grandmas House (TV Show)

I love this show! I just caught up with it and it makes me giggle so much!

Seriously, it's just my kind of humour. I do recommend =]

TV Show aside, Im having a real hot flush right now, its highly unpleasant!

So yeah i am rather tired, so bed it is!

Day 2: 6:41 PM

Food is in the oven. Lovely.

Shall catch up on BB, before i fall behind.. no one likes to be behind. Unless.. well.. yeah.

Don't know what to have for desert! D:

Coffee Cake, B&J Choco Fudge Brownie or Lemon Drizzle!

It's a toughy..

one more thing..

I want Glee back!! I miss it muchly!

Dinner is ready! =]

Day 2: 3:07 PM

Yes, I am back like i said.

I remember when summer holidays were something to look forward to.. they still are dont get me wrong its just when there isnt much to do. (Meaning there is stuff to do, but nothing that you want to do)

It SUCKS!

So here's an update on my day..

- Had toast

- Went on this fabby place

- learnt some lines

- Ate 2 doughnuts (I feel slightly sick now.. they were quite stale ¬¬)

- Im no back on here

Thats been my day so far!!

:O Maybe its because my car is here tomorrow?!

The penny has dropped, and it dropped hard. I should have known why this would be utter pants! The day before something amazing always is. I've been home alone for a couple of hours or so now, i havent counted as im not at that stage of boredom yet.

The Stages of Boredom:

Stage 1: Looking for food/ drink to consume

Stage 2: Check Facebook & other social sites

Stage 3: Wondering around the house aimlessly

Stage 4: Re-check fridge and cupboards.

Stage 5: Posting and letting others know incredibly bored you are

Stage 6: Lying on the floor/ bed staring blankly OR Sleep

....

I suppose i could catch up on Big Brother but im not sure if i even want to watch that.. it's not exactly thrilling.

Adios!

Day 2. 10:47 AM

Happy Monday! :D

Well, as a believer in fate and whatnot, I was meant to be going out to see Nicole today, but alas fate has denied me the pleasure that would have been meeting up with Newington. So the plan of action for today is to make a serious dent in some college work...

Shying away from boring shit which isnt interesting I get my car tomorrow! XD Muy bien!

I am very excited for this. I even bought my L plates yesterday to try and surpass my utter excitement!

It hasn't worked.

It will also be another day home alone, which in Bolnore is worse than needles in the eye. Thats a lie, but it wont be fun nonetheless.

I still haven't had breaky, mostly because im not hungry, but even as i type this my hunger is growing by the word.

Hmm, well i am done for now, but i have no doubt that i will be back within an hour or so! =]

x

Summer 2010

How's your summer going?

Mines been ok, need to have seen my friends ALOT more.. but what can you do about that..

My sisters wedding was on Friday 13th, and yes, they decided to stick two fingers up to superstition.

It was amazing to see all the family again, its crazy what can happen when it's been only a year since you've seen them, I chatted to a lot of my fam-a-lam and its great to hear what they're up to and what they're going to be up to. You can NEVER tire of talking to family!!

Sis is now on a flight to Bermuda. Yes thats the place where people go missing.. actually its the triangle, they're on the point so they're safe =] I am incredibly jealous. Wouldnt you be? The answer is yes.

New house is loveleh! Modern and situated in Bolnore. You havent heard of it. Dont worry neither has the computer. It's quite, a bit too much so for me, but at least I wont get murdered as soon as i walk outta the house!

I shall hopefully blog regularly, or when i feel like it.

Take care! x