Don't Turn Off The Lights

Thinking about my free year over the past couple of days, I have been wobbling emotionally about how i feel about it, and i think i've reached a final conclusion.

The thing that worried me the most was not having the safety net of education, but now im starting to think how fun it could be! I mean, a free year which means i'll have more TIME to do whatever I want to do! I'll turn 18 this August which for me is pivotal. I can finally go out drinking, go pubbing, clubbing and such will be fab, I won't even bother before then because i can't find a fake ID and even if i did i can guarantee that it wont even work because i just look so young which one day WILL be on my side! When you all look 70, i'll around.. 50 ;)

That aside, i'm currently listening to Enrique.. before he turned into a SEX OBSESSED SINGER WHO ONLY SINGS ABOUT GETTING LAID. His best albums are deffo 7 and Escape or pretty much any album before he became consumed by commercialism. It's very sad because he's A LOT better than singing about affairs or who he's fucking tonight.

Ergh, and the new way to view photos on Facebook is very irritating. I have one thing to say to them:

"Don't fix something that's not broken"

Oh hot damn isn't Sam from Glee hot as?! LOOK at him! The gold really, really works. ;] Some don't see it, but i most certainly do!

Glee last night was good to watch. By good i mean average. I say that because I haven't seen The Rocky Horror Show and please don't shoot me. Still finding this season not as good as the first.. It needs to pick up!

Of course i'll keep watching, why wouldn't i? I mean, you've only got to look to the left for one reason why i watch it! I'd be very surprised if people didn't go straight to the picture...

I don't CARE if his mouth is weird and big. If anything it's a good thing, if you.. er.. catch my drift..

Also, I am concerned about some of my friends, i don't know what it is but some to them are starting to let their 'secrets' or hidden self become more public. They may no longer who knows, but even so unless you're going to right what these wrongs are you should keep to yourself. Why subject others to your problems or negativity if you're just parading it about or not wanting to come clean and confront?

I care about these people, to some it may not appear but i really do. I don't wanna see a person who has a great gift become who they want to be, but jeopardise it for the sake of 'relief.' Don't turn the light at the end of a troubled road off, otherwise you'll be driving in the dark for the rest of your life.