Keep Calm and Carry On

What else can we do in our current situation other than keeping calm and carrying on? 


VAT increase, petrol duty increase, rail fare increase, i have no money, i spent money i did have on something i don't need, im about to turn down a good opportunity for me because i need money, im crapping myself about next week, i have to learn 4/5 monologues and read where they came from, do two essays by friday, TIDY MY GOD DAYMM ROOM! while doing the other little things in between like eating and remembering to do things.


Jees, that pretty much sums what this whole thing was going to entail, at the risk of ruining it now!


On the positive side of things, I have seen my sexy friends today, some for the first time since we left for Christmas! I know riiiiiiiiigght. It was soo lovely to see them, they looked really great actually! I mean, you expect people to be a little bit chubbier but it was not the case! If anything they were on average skinnier. Well done! =]


I have a few options for my dance solo. At long last! It has taken me hours of Spotifying trying to find something that I could use. I have gone for classical music, (as we're not allowed lyrical music, classical and instrumental are our only options. basics.) My thingy is.....

Secret Intentions

Deep or what huh? ;] I brag a shizzle, but i can't guarantee how good it'll be.. only time shall tell. GUHH will ya listen to me? im trying to be positive but i've veered towards the negative, what is going one? Maybe it's because i've once again put a litlle bit of pressure on me.

Dance essay is done!

Music for dance is done!

Half of M4M read!

I seriously need to push my self more. I need a pushy person in my life. No one i know is overly pushy, which i suppose is a good thing, but i really need a pusher right now! I think im doing ok, and i should shite all over what i've done today alone (above) but i need to do more.

I shall relay my list to yous.

Learn 2 Shakespears

Learn 2 contemps

Read M4M

Read King Lear

Read the two contemp plays

And that kinda all needs to be done my Monday at the latest. Sooner the better really.

But you know what?! I can do this, I may disadvantaged myself a wee bit, just a.. wee.. bit BUT I can do this! I just gotta work hard, harder than ever because I want this! I wanna walk outta that room knowing I couldn't have done ANY better!!

If i can read half a book which im not going to lie, i haven't done in a fair while, in one night, i can do the list!