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I am writing this whilst being filled with agitation, and i am agitated! So much so that even writing the word agitated one more time would make me burst into a rage of rage.
WHY? you cry and wonder in your mind. Well, im very upset that im not seeing my very close friends, barely if at all, and i miss them. Two are in Europe, one is so indulged in a show that i can't have a conversation with them and the other i just don't see. I am upset and unhappy. This entry will be more of a personal one, one that i haven't done in a while, but they do pop up, and HERE IT FUCKING IS!!
"If you don't know you have,
then something
is seriously wrong."
I am so glad i'm spending time with my Sophie, i miss her so much and i don't know if she knows that, but i do so i can't wait to spend the day with her tomorrow blowing my hard earnt money on a material item in a bid to raise my happiness which is currently 6/10. It sucks.
I NEED to channel this SHITTY NEGATIVE ENERGY into SOMETHING CREATIVE. MY GOD.
I will most CERTAINLY be directing a play. Don't know which one yet, but i will fucking direct a play whether it's shit or not. It wont be shit, it WILL be GREAT.
i won't share what's really bothering me. I'm not one to air my dirty laundry in public, but if you (yes YOU) are reading this, you have annoyed me greatly, if you know you have, then let's sort this yeah? If you don't know you have, then something is seriously wrong. Seriously.
End of my most obscene, bitchy blog. &^£$^@%(^*)@(_)*£&@£*^$
Liam my babygirl!!!
ReplyDeleteIt makes me upset reading this post. Me and Hannah miss you sooo much and i promise when we get back i will spend so much time with me you will hate me by the end!
Please cheer up and whoever it is that has made you angry try to forgive them. The only person this anger is hurting is yourself. I know, easier said than done but life is too short.
On a lighter note we have brought you a little sumin-sumin in Rome which will surely raise your spirits when you see it :)
Love you lots and lots and chin up my lovely cherub! xxxxxxxxx
only just seen this <3
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